Well, after perusing the family photos I realized that it has been months since I have not deleted pictures with me in them. So I asked Les to take some pictures of me and Evelyn together. I am glad that I did and I will post a couple here, I know that even if I don't really like myself right now, Evelyn does and some day she will want to have pictures of us together from this time in our lives.
I think that it is pretty obvious that I am head over heels for Evelyn. I am not even ashamed really. I know that she is spoiled and I am ok with that. I will say however that even though she is spoiled, it's about things like my time and attention, the way we include her in the home and the way we make a special point to have a "family" home, she is not spoiled for material things. This does not mean that she is bad mannered , intolerable or that she runs the house, she just knows that we are always going to treat her with a certain level of respect. I always have Ev with me so, when I do something like go get a haircut or a doctor's appt and she doesn't come, I fell funny and off balance. Don't get me wrong , there are days when I wish to God that her Grandparents or and Aunt or an Uncle lived down the street so I could take an afternoon off but overall I am so thankful that I get to spend so much time with her. I guess that last makes it sound more mild than I feel about it, I love being at home with her, I love being here for Les and I love that I have the opportunity to enjoy them fully.
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