All Is Quiet

And I am not sure how I feel about it yet.
My parents came and picked Evelyn up for a two night sleep-over. She was excited to go. They were excited to take her. I remain..... adrift.

Leslie and I have things planned for the weekend. We have a date tonight. I have an all grown up party to go to tomorrow with Jodi. Then on Sunday morning we will go get our Bean and bring her home.

I am not sure what to say here. It was hard to watch her drive off. It was fun watching her get ready, packing her own bag for her "overnights". I am so glad that my parents love her endlessly and want to spend time with her. I am glad that she loves THEM so and doesn't hesitate to climb in the car and head off. I really am....except.
It is so Gad Damned quiet here.
I haven't seen anyone jump on one foot in 20 minutes.
I have not had to "check anyone out" from the store.
I am writing this post without getting up 50 times to watch Bean do something or find her giggling under a blanket somewhere.

All is quiet.
And I am not well.