It's no big deal that I just laid my daughter down to sleep and I won't see her again until 5 pm tomorrow. I mean it is just a day of class and Jodi will be here with her until Les gets in from work. So she will have a half day with the Jode-ster and then a half day with her Papa. It's no big deal.....at least that's what my rational mind is saying. My mama heart has other notions.
It's just a day. One step for me to take to get back to work. At the most I hope to only be away from her for two nursing shifts a week and then she will be with Les at those times. So overall it's not that bad. AND it HAS to be done if we are to bring home that little baby I am (we all are) so desperately wanting.
It's just that it is the first palpable step in Bean's journey towards being.... I don't know. Older. More Independant. The Big Sister.
I am trying so hard not to be dramatic. But I think I will cry just a bit. Not for the single day we will spend apart but what it is representing.
Like Lyle Lovitt said " and all I did was think- things are about to change".
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